I waited for her.... it was a long wait and i cannt remember a minute when i have not thought of her. She is not the most beautiful womnen in this world and i know I m not the most handsome but there was something between us that made us close.....
I dont know what she thinks of me but the feeling of being ignored can be horrible....
Life is a vicious circle.... one day I think she is the one and the other moment, i think of my father, my family and Myself.
Why is she acting so strange today? Doesn't she want to see me again? I don't know....but the time we had spend together were unforgettable.
I sometime think that its all my fault...... I changed myself so many times just to be good to her... now i cannt change anymore...i want to be myself... Right now, I feel like not talking to her, no more things to impress her, no more being available all the time... i m tired....
no matter how much i change myself, in the end, it doesn't even matter.....
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