Love's tough.... i should say much tougher than i ever thought it to be....
I've made mistakes, so what , everyone does, but someone pays the price....
Things have gone extremely wrong, in a direction i could never believed...... story is long and hard to describe in words...
For 3 years, we were not sure what we wanted out of our relation. One year more, we dragged our parents and now Noone know what we all want.....
I want her to respect my family and say it to me that she will.... my subconcious mind knows that she definitely will, but still.....
She is working n independent, wants her freedom and enjoys it... She's bold n strong.... loves her parents more that she loves me...... it has never been the case that we would run away and get married as she's not ok with the thought of being away from her parents....
My mom's cool. I've seen my dad taking useless tension of trivial things in life.... I don;t expect him to change at this age now..... and also i want him to be happy.....
When I cleared my MBA, i thought I could give him everything he missed for us......
but now he's used to his lifestyle and any materialistic thing does not make him happy. He's been so dedicated n sincere in his job which i'm sure is hard to find now.....
All I understand is that if i get married on his terms , he will get happy...... I m not sure of this myself...... He fears his society a lot.... his friends and family. what will they say about love marriage. its hard to change him now....
Her parents are smart. I wonder were they smart enough to analyse that their daughter will never be happy with a looser like me and therefore and made sure that this marriage never happens...... they surely have done things they should not have done...... But now tensions are so much that she can not take it anymore and tells me to back off.... This marriage is Off.....
